I, Valerie Herald, am an addict. I’m addicted to believing I’m doing something wrong and believing that if I could just find the right answer everything will work out. I get in a downward spiral of searching, signing up for webinars, downloading eBooks and basically clogging up my email and my inner wisdom. And, what do you know? My reality is responding and reflecting that very belief. I have events coming together and looking like everything is falling into place and then, something will be a little off or will be a little short of meeting my needs. Having this mindset blocks me from getting ahead. Something will always show up to prove I’m doing something wrong.

It’s time to make a change.

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I’ve started focusing on self-love and really nurturing this part of me who feels she is making mistakes. I’m declaring a hiatus on inspirational books and searching for answers. This will be very difficult because I’ve recently purchased some books I’d really like to read. But right now, it’s not healthy for me. When I start reading, I stop enjoying the learning and being open. I get in a tense, searching, figuring out mode. It’s my pub that sends me spiraling. It also encourages me to get further from my own inner wisdom and seeking my own inner guidance, which is where I need to go. 

It’s been hard to really recognize this deep contributor that has been affecting my Wellness. Yeah, I’ve addressed my belief in myself, my sense of failure and other sorts of common blocks. This is a little different twist and goes a little deeper into my DNA. And now, I really recognize my spiral of searching, hence, the hiatus. 

It is time to let go.

What is your addiction? Do you have something that is hindering your progress and blocking you from receiving what you desire? Join me in letting go. Let’s release it with this floating lantern.

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