It’s miserable. Your heart and soul in one place. Your physical body another. Being pulled in different directions even though there’s only one you want to go. You have family. You have responsibilities. You can’t just escape one and go all in to the other. Your stomach is in knots. The stress rising. This just isn’t going to work. You want to crawl under a rock until it all passes.
But you’ve tried that before. And here you are again. This time, try something different. Do something related to where you want to be. A step that will take you closer. It may only take you 15 minutes. Just do it. And this will get you moving toward your desire.
During those intense times of frustration, realize that you are closer than you were yesterday.
You’re going to get there.
Just keep moving.